first day of school

As you can see from the title, it's my first day of school today. The feeling's really weird. I have not attended classes for 3 months and now, here I am, sitting in lecture theatres and listening to the lectures being delivered. It's not that fun anymore. I don't wanna state the reason but I guess many of you could have easily figured it out.

Everything is different now. When will it be the same?

Many said, it takes time...

My turn to ask, How sure are you?

guys in melbourne

I was at Boxhill the other day and I saw two men in their 30s flipping through the pages of a magazine. Eager to find out what got them so attracted, I inched closer.

Hell, it's PORNO !!!

Don't think it's Playboy though, strong feeling tells me that it is some local porno mag.
Will get you the name of the 'educational' magazine soon!

Life's getting more interesting here.

awfulness

Life is just smashingly awful when you are expected to follow every single order given to you. What's worse? The fact that you are defenseless.

There's no escape from this. Accept it.

no title

It's just one of those days again where everything that happens around you does not seem right. Weird but true,

Keeper

I've been here for about a week. There are certain things that I really like and things that I don't. Everything about Melbourne is great especially its wide variety of food. Too bad, so sad, it still does not have my favourite char koay teow stall here. Anyway, ignore that for the moment.

That's because I'm falling head over heels for this guy.



This good looking guy whom I think is a good mixture of Keanu Reeves, Brad Pitt and all the handsome guys that we know of! Can't you see that even the giraffe was attracted to his good looks? Just so you know, he works in the zoo and he's a keeper.

All smiles.

Charmed by him already. :)

first note in melbourne :(

filled with EMO-ness...

but I thank God that I found you guys..

To those who sent me off at the airport, you guys finally had the chance to see me tearing like the world was going to end. In fact, I did felt that way when I was entering the hall. I was so reluctant to leave and I just wanted the time to stay that way forever. But it wasn't possible at all.

Anyway, it was only 5 degrees celcius when we touched down at the airport. Freeezing....with only a shirt and a jacket.

A lesson to be learnt : Never underestimate the weather of Melbourne city. It's erratic!

I miss all of you.

Please miss me too.

You think it's true? Think again

What's a truth?

I learnt that a truth might not be the truth sometimes. A truth is what we believe to be true, although it might be untrue in real life. Often enough, we choose to make the so-called truth a truth because we want to make it true. Never mind the fact that it isn't that true, because to us, we think that it is true and that is all that matters. I'm such person who choose to make what I believe as a truth, although it is not one. I strongly feel that if lying to ourselves could make us happy (for a little while more), then why not do it? We still have plenty of time to wake up at the end of the day...Oops...do we?

I don't know.

No matter how badly I want to make the truth a truth, it seems like it will never be one.

What prompted me to write this? Well, it might be some of the events that just happened recently. It just sounded so wrong to question the truth because I still refuse to believe it until now! But as I said earlier, I think I don't give a damn anymore on the real truth as I've already come up with my own truth. My own truth is...whatever that makes me happy :)

Ahh...writing this is certainly not an easy piece of work. So many issues and people flashed through as I pen this down. The world turned turtle days ago and just when it was about to turn back for good, it turned turtle again. Now, I don't even know the status of it. Is it still upside down or is it already getting steady for the betterment of myself? I DON'T KNOW.

I do wonder sometimes. When I say I DON'T KNOW, do I really not know it or do I just choose not to know it? You don't know? Me either.

But if you happen to know, do tell me because I really want to know.

Allright. Enough of that.

I'm sure you've heard people telling how much you've changed over the years. And when I said 'changed', they do not mean you changed for the better, but you changed for worse. So have we really changed? Or are they the ones who changed? Again, I DONT KNOW the answer.

To conclude, I think I don't want to know anymore.

Let's just not know anything.

Live in our coconut shell and pretend that the world is just a beautiful place, as pictured in fairy tales where 'they live happily ever after'.