OH yeah, babe. It is much better for me without supper. I don't feel THAT bloated when I woke up this morning.

Two thumbs up this time.

It's my off day for the week! After standing for a horrendous 8 hours almost every day, my feet can finally get their much deserved rest. I'm going to just sit at home today, and abstain from making long walks around the house. This is how lazy I can get when I don't work. Also, I ought to finish that cat-and-mouse series, Last One Standing latest by today because there's just 6 more episodes left!

Then, I need to start building up my playlist by searching for more SAD and EMO songs. This is such a difficult task but I believe I am fit for the job :P

Furthermore, I'm welcoming the return of a really good, pretty, smart, nice, kind, understanding, bright and successful friend. To conclude, she's just so SWEET.

I'm off for now.

By the way, have you seen him around?


*cries*

It's exactly 11.30am as I'm penning this down. There's nothing so special or significant about the time anyway, so don't bother too much about it.

I believe the late night suppers have taken a toll on my health. My stomach feels so disturbed every morning and it just got worse and worse every day. However, nothing much can be done about it. I have to eat supper after work every night or else, I can't sleep. Too hungry to sleep, to be precise.

So, I'm hereby declaring that supper has become a part of me, despite me warning my friends to stay away from it. Mind you, my supper is never 'light' in terms of calories but those are really heavy ones. Let me recap, I took pork chop rice four nights ago, a big bowl of chicken soup three nights ago, koay teow soup two nights ago, McChicken last night and I'm already thinking of what to eat tonight. I'm sure it's just a matter of time before I eventually start to pile on those weight.

XD.

Plus, I've just added a playlist to the blog like minutes ago! The songs pretty much resemble my mood and so, stay tuned if you would like to find out my mood for the day or week.

It's gonna be a list of super sad songs!

I like it.

Thumbs up.


Love.

Loving it.

It's such a romantic scene and I absolutely love Chen Kun (who is the guy inside the video).




Another video by a local guy, with the title Huai Ren.

Call me the goddess of sad songs!! Wahahahaa........

No title

The house is a lot quieter without him. His laughter, his cries and his smell. Even Aun misses him a lot and kept calling out his name the moment he wakes up.

Sigh, we just miss him ~ our baby Chen Ying aka Fei Fei.

He is like a Malaysia version of Shayne Ward, maybe just a lil younger.

But you can't deny that he's cute. Charming. Captivating.

And look at the way both of them sleep. Same pattern, same style, same posture.

He even inherited some of my cuteness. Sigh.

How can I not miss him?

He probably won't remember me when he's older, but at least we had the wonderful moments together. Something that no one can rob us of.

I don't know why but I just couldn't sleep lately. It takes an hour or two of rolling on the bed before I could finally sleep and this is really traumatising.

Why am I not sleeping when everyone else is?

Worse is, I'm resorting to extreme measures to get myself to sleep. Something which I would not have done in the past. I ate until I was very full minutes before bedtime and I made myself really tired during the day so that I'm able to get a shut-eye at night. But, they don't seem to work. I kept on jerking out of my sleep every once in a while.

And when I could finally sleep (thank God), the nightmares are never ending. They just came pouring in like the stream and arrghhh...it just doesn't feel good.

Never mind, I shall try other methods today. I will tell you if they work or not.

Andddddddd, before I forget, I need to share with you a song that I really really like and I'm so into it right now.

It's Pei Sing Dai Yuet by Hins Cheung. I don't quite understand the title and the words in the song but I just love the chorus. I reckon it's a sad song btw.

Back soon XXXXD

I'm yours.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my best test
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!

Got to give a tight slap to myself.

I almost broke the vow I've made earlier.

Arrghhhhhh...

Looks like the chinese herbal tea isn't that bitter as it seemed. Cos this is much worse.

Stick to it, for God's sake!

P/s: Without realising, it's already the third post of the day. What has gotten into me? ##@!$@!!!!

太多疑問
知道答案又如何

心痛比快樂更真實
愛為何這樣的諷刺
我忘了這是第幾次
一見你就無法堅持

孤獨比擁抱更真實
愛讓人失去了理智
會不會是我太自私
拒絕更寂寞的日子

放不開
也看不見未來
難道這種不完美
才是愛情真實的樣子